From: G-heh kim
Date: Fri Oct 11, 2002 00:28:23 US/Eastern
To: "Dave St.Germain"
Subject: Re: how do you do it?
>Rightttt...well, since you're doing such a great job
>"moving on", what
>can I do? Should I go to a club and try to pick up
>a drunk chick? (I'm not joking)
if that's what you want to do. or you can do
something productive...i'm not sure what, since your
options are so limtied. i'm doing sucha great job
moving on because like i said, from the beginning my
priority is schoolwork and it's stayed that way, and
it probably won't change. I dont' dwell on it all the
time because if i did, i wouldn't be able to get any
>I've told you that you could talk to me if you
>wanted to. But you seem to convince yourself that
>I hate you, so you avoid
you GAVE me that impression. you distinctly told me
that you thought i was a slut and a liar and a bitch,
so i just assumed from those hints that you had strong
feelings of dislike. i avoid talking to you becuase
i'm afraid whatever i say you will take in the wrong
way or read too much into it. and then attack me
how could you even ask why or how i think that you
hate me, you Clearly gave me that impression.
by those emails, those threats, the last phone call
before i left for Korea.
>I couldn't help but notice how unsure you sounded
>when you said
>"...even if I did think about a relationship, I
>_doubt_ I'd pursue
i'm tired of being in a relationship, you actually
have to spend time with the persona nd care about them
and have them be your num one priority. i dont' have
that kind of time. My relationship wiht you took alot
out of me, and so i'm tired and i'm constantly
depressed despite the fact that i'm trying hard not to
be. and you dont' believe that i put alot into that
relationship and i did, and i'm tired, i feel like i
lost a great part of me. relationships take alot of
effort and work. i say i doubt, because i do, i'm
sorry for being honest with you. i only mentioned it
because that's the way i felt.
i didnt' say it just to make you feel better, i said
it because that was the truth.