I started watching The Life Aquatic dvd last night to get my mind off of other things, but I quickly fell asleep around 9:30. I woke up at 4, crawled off the couch, and stammered into my bed. 11 hours of sleep that I sorely needed.
If only everything could be solved with a good night's sleep.
It's a motherfucker
from eels -- it's a motherfucker
Being here without you
Thinking 'bout the good times
Thinking 'bout the bad
And I won't ever be the same
i need to get out of here. i'm feeling sick. light-headed. lethargic.
who knew trying to live in the present could hurt so bad?
Before I even got a chance to write about how happy I was, it's all gone? How could I be so wrong about everything? How could we go from looking for an apartment together to living separately in Splitsville within the span of hours? kiss me during the car ride home, then kick me out when we return...
Is it really over, just like that? I'm still so confused, but I know that when it hits, it'll hit hard.
Oops. No supper tonight.
Oh well. Who needs it anyway?
I've been confused even though I understood, been at a loss for words for no reason, and managed to say the wrong thing at every opportunity. What's the big deal today? I'd like to take a mulligan, please.